what will i do?

here we go again. bored. blog.

4 days ago, i was able to shed a bucket a tears. cos i can't still believe that you have said that.
you dont need. you want this to end. you dont love me anymore. you said you want me to let go. thats the only thhing that can make you happy. that can prove how much i am loving you. then what the hell did i do? of course, i have to let you go. painful yes. even if i'll hold you and will not give up, whats the sense pa?ikaw na mismo nagsabi eh.. thats why i suffer this much.. next year may be the start of everythng,. WITHOUT YOU.., T_T 2years ago, i always celebrate my christmas, happily with you. but now? i spent it alone, being not with you. nor having you. T_T

i know youre doing fine now. and me? down and torn apart.
T_T

what will i do?

T_T

i know you're having fun right now. watching the fireworks display, with them. and me? still all alone T_T

nytie.

going crazy...

Ever since the day you went away and left me lonely and coldMy life just hasn't been the same ohh baby, noooWhen I looked into your eyes the moment that I let you goI just broke down (down)Baby if I ever get the chance to be with you again I would sacrificeCuz the feeling that I feel withinNo other man would ever make me feel so rightIts nice to smile when I get your phone call at nightBut I'd rather have you here with me, right next to meI miss the way you hold me tight[Bridge]I gotta let you know I feel so weak without your touchI never thought that I could ever love a man so muchI gotta let you know I think that we are destinyFor you I'd cross the world, for you I'd do anything[Chorus 2x]Thats right baby I'm going crazyI need to be your ladyI've been thinking latelyThat you and me, yes we can make itJust ride with me, roll with me I'm in love with you babyBreak it down now I'll tell you what I feelFrom the moment that I met you its been so damn realMy heart seems to skip another beatEvery time we speak, I can't believe I feel so weakTell me that you really need me and you want me and you miss meAnd you love me I'm your ladyI'll be around waiting for you I'll put it down be the woman for youI'm falling so deep for you crazy over for youI`m calling, calling out to you what am I going to do?It's true and no frontingIts you and no other i can no longer go on without youI'll just break down (down)[Bridge]I gotta let you know I feel so weak without your touchI never thought that I could ever love a man so muchI gotta let you know I think that we are destinyFor you I'd cross the world, for you I'd do anything[Chorus 2x]Thats right baby I'm going crazyI need to be your ladyI've been thinking latelyThat you and me, yes we can make itJust ride with me, roll with me I'm in love with you baby

sad :'(

i got it. my prediction wasn't right.

you. yes you.

this feeling of being insane drives me away. the mixed emotions i feel right now isn't helping me. i thought. i guess. i think. these intuitions. these suck!

i thought i was right, but i wasn't.
i thought you like me, but you didn't.
i thought i meant something to you, but there was nothing.

give me one sign please? if i really am...

it's just between you and me.
it's just between yes or no.

please.. it kills me now. really. so please?please?do a thing. even just a small detail. thankyou.

malunch ko anay :))

brb. hahaha! :)

T_T

lord please help me to be strong. i cant take this anymore.

T_T